I never realized how much of a selfish idiot you really were until now. Your kids tell you every time you call (5 days a week) that they don't want to talk to you on the phone and yet, to spite your ex-husband, you decide it's a good idea to call every day? You obviously don't realize that when they say they don't want to talk to you that you don't even listen because you don't even pay attention to them at all. No wonder they act like they do. They want attention from you and bad attention is better than none at all...

You insist on talking to you 3 and 4 year old knowing they don't like talking on the phone that much and when you actually get a video chat with them you spend the time feeding your baby instead of talking to them. You could have asked to push the call back a few minutes to finish doing what you needed to so that you could give these two girls 100% of your attention. And you wonder why they don't want to talk to you. You think it's because we are like you and tell them not to talk to us or give them unlimited distractions and excuses to not talk to us. To use your kids against us for fear of being replaced is despicable. Grow up and at least try to love these girls as much as we do.

Really don't understand some people... Like my daughter's "mother..." I don't understand her at all... Wish I didn't have to send my kids back to her. Can't wait until we get full custody.

So I'm trying out this new MySpace thing. Haven't been on here in years.