Ugh....being unstable sucks. I hate it. I would be much happier without it. The depression and anxiety, not to mention the anger and bitterness that ruins my relationships. :: sighs :: Now I just have a new boyfriend who just makes me feel like I'm incompetent. He always has something to say. Can't even explain myself without him saying I'm blaming things on him. Well if he keeps thinking that then he must have a guilty conscious. Fucking asshole. Anyway, despite all that I love him. He is not perfect but I am so way far from perfect too. I just miss him. I just wanted to talk to him and have him tell me how much he missed me because I miss him a whole lot.