Know what pathetic looks like? Me

I hate this! Everything about it! Ik what i need to do but you've already made it clear I'm not who you want so what does it matter anymore....

Why can't i just do it already?! I'm more than ready!

Acting like everything is fine isn't as easy as it used to be. But it's what you want....

What do you do when your world is falling apart around you? You kick back drink some beer and just watch it happen. Haha!

You say one thing but your actions say something completely different. Ik what I want and what you want are completely different. Nothing has given me false hope over the past year. I'm not that fkn stupid.

People always think I'm making stuff up. Its frustrating! And whatever is going on needs to calm the fk down. I've felt like shit all week. It needs to just go away.

I'm thinking start off small like ft Wayne. Or maybe go big like Texas or Arizona. Hmmmm

I really need to just move away. From everyone. No one wants me around so Idk why i stay. Or even try. That's what i think I'm gonna do. Save up and get the fuck out of Indiana. Would be better for everyone. That way No one would ever have to worry about me

When will it just end?!

Looks like i come last to literally everyone. Good to know.

According to this I'm not at work. I wish it were right. I think I'd rather be just about anywhere else than here

I told you you'd be better off without me. If only you would have listened to me in the beginning maybe it wouldn't hurt this bad for me. At least i learned something from it.

I really need to just stop thinking. But that isn't going to happen. You know maybe if i went such a fuck up I wouldn't have this problem....

This whole world would be better off without me. Maybe I should make that happen