a best friend is supposed to try to understand things. try to make u feel better. not put you down and make you feel fucking stupid for something you cant control.....

what the..... what..?? I'm confused!

i have a sneaking suspicion that I'm going ti be single soon..... :(

everyone is so happy and having kids and stuff and I'm stuck in a miserable lonely situation. ik I'm the only one who can change that... but how do you do that when you're in love with the person who makes you feel that way?

how do i correct a huge mistake?

apparently i can't even tell my 'bestfriend' anything without them telling people. looks like I just need to keep to myself from now on. >.<

you cant expect me to try to be a part of your family and you NOT try to be a part of mine. sorry to burst ur bubble.... but it doesnt fkn work that way.

fml

i have a LOT to think about. things are okay for now., but whos to say they'll stay that way. i want to be prepared for anything.

why?! i just dont fucking understand! if shes done,thats fine. but why cant she just me honest about it. fml

i have to say i needed this. its not much, but its great..... what does that tell me? -sigh-

i just wanna be happy with her.... i dont think shes gonna let that happen. idk wtf to do. :'(

I'm so sivk of always feeling this way..... I just want to be happy. Why is that so hard?!

this is just my fkn luck! >. < abd of course any and all cars i like have already been sold. I'm so sick of this bad luck i have with cars and tires!

i swore to myself that i would never let myself feel this way again.... why is it the person you love that does it to you? fml

idk what to do anymore! nothing i do is ever good enough! she's silently and slowly killing me and she doesnt even care! Why? because it's not about me. it's always about her and how she fucking feels. maybe i should just do it for her. maybe then she could really be happy.

...some of the shit you find out on social media.... just.... wow..

i hate how things are. wish they would work themselves out... idk how much more I can pretend that everything is ok... and she doesnt even notice.

i just threw up in my mouth a tiddly bit! lmfao bitches be dumb as hell.