7 years now. 7 long sad years and I still miss you as much as the moment I found out you were gone. I relived that day in my head today and damn was it just as painful as the first time. I still remember everyone's face and I still miss your face so much. The kids are getting so big. Kara graduated from elementary school this year. She's so beautiful she's making you proud. Zarian is getting so tall and he's still the sweetest thing around. Kyran is still a handful. I swear this kid is going to give me a run for my money. I think of you often in the quiet moments of my day. I miss you more than words can ever say. I love you so damn much. I wish you were here. <3 Me