I still cant believe you would abandon me in my darkest moment. I was there for you through yours and didn't cast judgement on you for it. I stood by your side while everryone else walked away. To be honest, I'm glad you did because I'm tired of feeling like I'm never gonna be good enough for you. Your expectations are too high and that's ok but, it's just not for me. I thought it would feel so much worse than what I felt when it happened but I've shed so many tears over you that I guess I became numb to the pain. Thank you for doing what I could not..letting me go