Merry Christmas. Bunny misses you. Love you always

There are these memories that I can't seem to erase. There is one that runs through my mind all the time. In the middle of your upstairs, where we always watched movies. No matter who was there, who was watching...haha I'm not even going to continue. You know exactly what I'm talking about. Why did you have to go? If there is a reason for everything, what's the reasoning? It wasn't time for you to go yet. I need you here.

I love you so much.

everyday gets harder. i miss you. i want to hear that laugh just one more time. i saw you last night...it was a double take. i thank god for that. it was the sign i've been waiting for for over seven months. you are in my heart, on my mind, in my head...every single day. i feel you. i know you're here. i love you kenny yi. you were my first love. you always will be my first love. even when i have kids, and they ask me, you will be. i want you to come back just for one day. keep bringing me those signs. i need strength.

You just need to come back.

Hi Kenya. I know it's been a while...I've just been trying to work on my "coping skills" I guess you could say...haha. So yeah, I obviously have still been thinking about you everyday. There are some good days and some bad, but it's definitely getting a tiny bit easier. There are certain days where I am positive you are looking down on me looking out for me. I have been getting close to Harris again, which is good. He's great...I wish you could have met him. Anyways...I love you. You will forever be in my heart.