Hey bud its been a rough few weeeks cant stop thinking of you and its making me depressed. I miss you like crazy. Its the 7th buddy jan 2014 wow 65 months have gone by since i heard your voice seen your beautiful brown eyes and gorgeous smile. I miss it son. Had a good holiday with Brea and Cody and our baby Cub cant wait for that little guy to get here. I love him so much already yet afraid to give him my heart sounds wierd but its scarey to love people. Just cant stand anymore heartache.This is also last year with Kae on the downside toward graduation and i dont know what i am gonna do budddy. Just lost. I loveyou and you are always on my mind and in my heart miss you.