It's weird how 2 boybands can make me happy/depressed and I'm like wtf just reply please you are who I trust the most even if I don't know you personally I really do trust you. I don't trust easily anymore because every promise someone makes they beak that promise and it hurts me when someone breaks a promise they made me and it's happened a lot recently. I'm not trying for pity I just wanted to get that off my cheat because I'm tired of looking weak so I cry when no ones around but then there's no one to tell after because it's just hard to tell someone why I was crying I don't know why though. So here I am and I don't believe in myself anymore because I was bullied a lot in the past at the schools I used to go to an they called me names like ugly and fat and stuff like that and I started to believe them and I still believe what they would tell me about me. 😔 I do have another thing I really need to say and that is that I'm actually shy and have stage fright and my life long dream is to be able to sing on stages and get payed to do so but I'd donate the money to orphanages because needy children would need it more than me.

Ok I really want opinions on one of my songs so here is one that I wrote on my own no one helped btw and I'm only 12 so here's my song
A New Start
I feel so alone you left me behind in the rain for years now and I'm tired of this feeling so I'm gonna go out and have fun without you
(Chorus)
You broke my heart (yeah) I'm leaving the past behind me now and I'm gonna give myself a new start without you ohhh a new start
It's winter now and I'm so cold without you baby why did you leave me behind in the rain all those years ago please tell me why you did it
(Chorus)
You broke my heart (yeah) I'm leaving the past behind me now and I'm gonna give myself a new start without you ohhh a new start
Now it's summer and I don't know what to so I'm lonely without you baby and in the spring I can't handle it anymore I'm gonna leave the past behind and get a new start
Fall was beautiful until you left all those years ago and I haven't forgot you and I never will because I love you baby
(Chorus)
You broke my heart (yeah) I'm leaving the past behind me now and I'm gonna give myself a new start without you ohhh a new start
(Ohhh a new start) a new start (x2)