I miss you more and more everyday..

Please come back.. I cant do this anymore..

I can still hear your voice in my head. I remember everything. How your room looked, your scent, the way your tiny arms would wrap around me and the way you would jump on me when I was laying down. No other girl with ever be as close to me as much as how you were. The way we connected is out of this world. How you made me feel is a feeling I'll never be able to feel again. The adventures you took me on... You were the one that opened my eyes to this world. When I thought everything was over, you came into my life and saved me. You took me under your wing and showed me how to be okay again. How can you repay someone that you owe your life to?... I still don't know how to feel about this or know what to do. In time I'll figure that out. But for now, I'll do what you taught me to do.

You were the one that saved me...

I Miss You.... </3

babygirl, you were my bestfriend.. im still in shock of what happened to you.. I still dont understand it at all.. i pass by your house everyday.. i pass by your grave everyday. you are just in my mind every day. This really sucks yesenia.. why did you have to leave?! why you!? you are our sunshine.. what are we gonna do without our sunshine? I know you are in a better place now.. nothing can beat heaven.. Keep visiting my dreamms though.. i need to see your face some how.. You were there for my during my first fight. you told me you had my back... Well babygirl, its my turn to have your back. Imma make sure that bastard gets what he deserves. dont worry, ill fight this battle for you. I miss you so fucking much.. R.I.P Yesenia. <3