GOd I finally found you again I miss you so much ... Life is probly the hardest it has been in so long ... I know ur watching down on me and I'm trying to keep my head up I went to see you a week ago ...The girls are growing up so fast arnt they I tell them about u and rayne is coming around to understand It. ..And hope fully she's comes to be just like u :) i do see u in her a lot :) i just wish I could hold u again I love u soon much