smiling ear to ear inbetween paranoia......its amazing i can live with such a fickle and urgent impulsive assessment of possible deceit that may be happening at any moment and time...And they say "Hey man take this perscription" or "hey man i just take a hit of weed when i feel that way.." i hate to make myself sound different but.... ppppppppppssssssssssssssssssstttttttttttttttttttttt 'you eveid3ently dont fucking feel this way'i feel as if i handle it well.... it would have been my downfall, though i learned to meditate... learned about physics and neuroscience in theory and practice... and got really into the occult lol!and WALLAH!!!1 i live on ;)I know not cute..... but being honest is RAReLY1''''''cute'''''Kiss KissBang Bang

Wow i just looked through these old photos and then my friends on here... Heart like bleeding out of my chest... if i was less of a badass i may even shed a tear ;).................. sitting here in fucking paradise, As Usual.... yeah want my life sweetheart you better find a fucking genie!......... now if i could just get these swine at harbor side to write ME MY GODDAMN CHECK!!!!! 10:30? BItch I HAVE places to go and get unruly drunk at, goddamnet! I am HERE To ENTERTAIN THESE TOURIST... fuck it ill just smooth talk my way into having snow birds from Penny buy me drinks and cocaine at our bay side bar... hey anyone one come visit!? XD

Man another day in paradise.... Im getting fuckin lonely man sittin up here working on my writtings and learning about computers...... i wished id get more phone calls...