I am so tired & giving up on life completely and feeling the way i do is just only killing me day by day slowly

Im only human and you'll already no dat im a gang banger but a certified boss lady queen bitch but bee dat over rule yal but in a matter of I always do me and the ppl i fuck with and rock with and i dont take orders from no more or anybody to boss me around either, im 21 years of age about to be 22 june 6th this year and Im sorry as an adult these dis respecting ass lil bad ass kids and children and all girls and boys as well need to be spanked on the ass for real. They cuss and lil black girl on the street said something smart light skin male said dont say that about her and i told that lil girl, i dont care how old the fuck you are i will beat your ass and i told her i use to be a hoe and tryna make out here a better place so she dont end up like that. But i will beat your ass i dont give a fuck and walked away.

They saw me cuss out tommy and i wasnt playing around what so ever at all, but they no that ciara is no competition for neither me or von and that, thats why he and tone but nick rock with me becuase black shirt obey and hate dream on parking lot he stood in the middle when me and jordan was in the whip but van with skeet. and im sorry nope im good off him but yall tu i can rock with and i surely do got your back me tu es tu mama en mi la famillia gang but tatt gang nation and taylor gang red crew as well but the new blue and amari red.

Mom tu need to know that you did change my life in some ways that where good but some you had did that was wrong and not right but i wont blame you for the past and the hours they you'all have missed, you stop acting the way yall do and be nice to me tae babie like von and tone said tweety bird naw mean.

up there mendi's window and also in the back as well. Marc said the he was gonna hurt caleb if he had given meth but he son Rob friend that lived out of the terri lee's apartment.

Graduated same time and day as keelana shante meyer january 10 1996 and keelana is 17 years old, church van came up here. Did Donald take her up here Mariah because you had gotten prego by whom when you was down there in salem the boy in the apartment that lives where caleb no lives whom went to you Salem,West High School but friends with demarkus lawrence. Joyce light skin male but lock'ed mexican sat on couch he said he didnt like qwavoo, travion washington that they was guy and had disease at joyce but mustve been yell pettechainko the gurl that was behind trays green motor cycle and she drove off. Man on left top she was there and michael chucobo and david livingston told me about that black hair female and the white one male asked to give her a message when we saw her because he was going to rehab and that she also knows where some dope is at the is kidden. But white boy had literally robbed someone for some pills and which he sold oxy-codine when he was coming over to marks location and he also jumped

tu other white male , mustve been ted rutherford he suddunly stopped sleeping with me and then considered me his friend and his little boy looked just just mata's son i had told her and she said no and i asked her if she had a sister. mata? Anita Mata? stacey sister and brother 19yrs old skinny or whom was that, the man now out here as Carlos and mata es tu jazzy or candyee? whom is using needles black hair #305 apt. with larry/ black gurl named cookie, L D's ex but thats the female who drove blue truck that coka Moe been driv'n or sum one and feedy k drove with as well. Which yall had got that girl fucked up but kyla ld's daughter and mother candee in white apartments on bottom and she like's me and dont like the life of a stripper but she wants to do what i do and when i do it and no how to control it and also taught certain ways good from bad. she didnt like the life of a stripper dancing and sale'n her self, but for other people to see here naked. She is shy about he self and that is fine. kali Kent?

I've ( have) been around since 92 and all yall knw dat even Don P and Vicious cant be me cuz im da greatest and Lil Wayne es a dark ugly mutha fucker dat look like miggot mac mutha fucker and i Cant fuck with with ya knw. Mrs. nae (mrs parker) lulu luaane. new york and married taylor maid but chris out here that work's at The Nines Hotel Downtown and den chris and lyric together but Jenny at the roosewood Jamie but Kimberly that worked at thrifty Care Rental, seems like she finally got married and now lives in oregon rather than washington and chris white male she dated in WA seen at bowling alley in WA that thrifty had a work treat and Rick Torreagozza had helped but payed for the company on his own account and the company had repayed him back at the end of the month or even the year and also mi tu es tu mama, Nikkia Shante Clark showed ex manager at thrifty location my paper that i had wrote to him and apologize in hand-written paper from me and my wrong doing and for him to forgive me and that him en es

Listen I know that i like to party all the time and have sex and all yall know i got some good good but yall need to know i dont care to much for all that i just like write'n and typing and telling my story through music and yall need to know i love the feeling of me being my real self and also not being to scared to tell anyone or the world or close people or relatives or street famillia because yall but some or the closet people i have to family then the ones that are just my maiden famillia as well. Light Brights against Darks, Allen was really talking for the man on the left of me in grey sweat shirt/ hooded jacket and getting info for him because he does love me just as don p and last encounter outside of lucky's outside on side when it was dark from the back....

Remember when i told you i would take you and your daughter to go to disney land with tax return money, well mi mama didnt do the taxes yet but not going to because im missing helle documentations.

Me and you are family and i consider you my friend and someone i can contemplate and endure my feelings and cortazon and person i could rock with all the time every day of the week. Look i dont really feel the flirt tat shish taeona anymore and just like to write and do other stuff as well, and you see that/ saw that. I apologize but listen if you gonna be with him or anything or work together with daughter or what shooter then you need to know if you want a friend like me and female that rocks with you and fucks with you by your side and getting to know me and being a new you then you should try to get to knw me for me and the jealous texting sounded like amari ray but red you know that's not you but i do see that you have feelings and you care for him and have concern for him just as well, and kee like i told you when you was doing your hair tu es tu mi la famillia tu es fli gurls =pink and tu knw that.

Kee Kee (amber) you had told mi mama, look i had no idea alan being erywan cowan's uncle or what ever but the light skin gurl that lived in the apartments that was you and you had gotten kind of fat you know that or that angel bitch with the glasses and you lived on the other side you know.

He is friends with Tj whom works at the hotel downtown at the Nine's and my friend chirs with male with kyla 19 yr old white female in apartments sat on floor in joe room likes me/ wanna do step with me and by my side with me. plus jazmyn's friend goes to reynolds or did. i spoke to her about laureen with cee cee and drew on paper name and design and wording/ also i wrote a little about my self on feb 14/2014 she sat on my left and i brought food from fred meyers she ate some of but i told her about myself and getting to know me and all in detail.

I really don't know why all these females tryna get mad at me if i do sum den and dey get mad about it, i would never do n e thing to kee kee like that to hurt her or anyone but taeona been gone, idk whom is coupled up with whom or doing what ya knw? But it is about to be summer and yal no im single and right now Che'Vante is on my mind