Everything is a mess. know one knows the demons I battle. I ruin friends I ruin lives I ruin everything and everyone. click click boom done.

Maybe your scared maybe your nervous that's why you stack the deck against us. We will try harder and overcome your bullshit. Make you our bitch again. go fuck yourself.

I'm just trying to get my life right removing all the darkness to make my life bright. Hiding behind this mask of sorrow is such a hard pill to swallow I feel so shallow and empty whatever happened too me. I lost my path lost my trail so far I fucked up and it looks like I fail. I just want life to go my way go away if you ain't got shit to say I need to remove the mask and step up to task.

With these headaches the mind never stops to relax sometimes I wish I could have a Xanax. Feeling so far away from who I am I look at myself and just don't understand where did I go and who am I? Did the real me die? Trapped within myself I am lost without me I hurt so bad no one can see. I lay at night trying to set my mind free this is my curse and my burden I need too find me