the saying goes love is blinding and im here to state that its true looking back at my life even getting on myspace I haven't be on here in years Im just now realizing nothing stays the same everything change you get old you live a little then you die but wait holdup back to why I say love is blind and nothing stays the same I been in the same relationship for over 8years and im 24 hes 31.  looking back me being  caught up on this one guy im madly in love with I lost  track of time I was so young and beautiful but me not paying any attention to myself I let time catch up with me and im like where have my life want its has pass me back so much that I cant even see all I worry about is him and not me never had time for what I want but always time for what he want trying to please him let my soul get ran over without helping me up suck for me huh I always express how much I hate life but all long it was my soul crying out for me now im stuck like which way should stuck in this black hole lost for a stupid cost