Mom,You've been gone for so long now. I still think of going to see you but then remember I can't. I just don't understand why they took you from me. I know I wasn't doing the good things you always wanted me to do, I'm sorry you had to watch knowing there wasn't anything you could do. I've changed alot now though. I'm doing the best I can to have a clean life without any setbacks and less mistakes. I just miss you alot. Well i love and miss you mom. I can't wait to hug you again..<3