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Working 7 am to 9 pm today. Working hard for the little bit of money I do receive. My heads in a 100 places right now, all the what ifs, the do I keep waiting, do I walk away after a year of the back and forth, what do I really do..??? I'm at a very big breaking point....

Wow I can't believe these things are really happening to me. I thought it couldn't get any worse yet it seems like it does. I believe she's thinking she's really ok with not being with me. I think she believes that we aren't right for one another. I didn't think my heart could break anymore than it has in this past year but it has... I'm never gonna have what I truly want and it is killing me...

And to work I go...

I feel so lost without you... I also sound like a broken record... Will it ever really change or is it gonna always be that I'm not good enough to have all of her?

Done with work for today! On my way to meet up with my Baby Girl for our Wednesday ritual.... Wish it was everyday cause my life feels incomplete without her....

Gonna try and catch some sleep but, that's almost impossible with the love of my life not next to me where she belongs.....

I Love my BABY GIRL!!! Always and forever!