Hello

mentally preparing for the new year.

I literally stopped talking about myself because I never followed through.. all talk and I was so tired of hearing myself say *imma quit this*imma start that. The times I did begin something 2 days later, IF THAT I had forgotten or given up. The memory of inertia....bring back the feeling the beating the treading the Pounding my feet hitting the ground the alarm in my brain not hitting snooze THE SOUNDING MY SOUL HURTLING INERTIA ....THE BEGINNING°°°°°♡

Dis-place,meant-matters,