I know youll prolly never see this, but...sadie, im sorry for everything i did. It was a very painful time of my life and i was taking out my anger on everyone in the world. I ended up taking it out on the person i loved the most in ghis whole universe. Im so sry, truth is, i never stopped loving u. No matter who im with or where i am at the end of the day when i crawl in my bed at night, i cant help thinking of u. And the good times/amazing love we had...then about how bad i fucked it all up. I hope one day we can come back together an try again, make our family complete. I realize its prolly only just a dream...but i hope im wrong... we could do soooo well together nowdays, in evvveryway. If we were to get back together, babe our love will never fade, and grow 100 times more every day, ill neverrrr fuck up again and make it my mission to have u in my life untill the day i die. I miss u sadie, i look at these pictures of us on here now an then, in envy of the old us in them. Think of how tyson would b so happy to be in a pic or see both us in life at the same time. To have his mommy amd daddy, not OR. Hope u see this one day, and i hope u realize ive changed. And it has all been for u... ive bettered myself to try to have another shot at true live with u. I love u, forever, always an eternity. As we always said...