Its so sad how lonely i am going to be...i feel like complete shit..idk what im going to do with my life. Its turning upside down. Im never going to find somone suitable for myself. No one finds me suitable..idk how many more years i can go without a gf.. And i guess im venting here because i know no one will bat an eye since im so unattracted and hey lets idmit no one uses myspace anymore. I guess this is my personal page to be depressed. I just dont know...dont know...😢😭😨😨😨😨 what did i ever do to deserve this..maybe this is the conciquenses of a passed life...this makes me really sad. Also sad to know that non of my friends can tell and if they do....they certainly dont care because they hardly sleep alone.