Allison. I miss you so much I can't bare it. I try to ignore the fact that your gone because it hurts me so bad knowing I can't talk to you anymore.
I've never been the same since you went away. I never will be!
I wish more than anything you could meet my daughter aliyah renee mattingly. I gave her your middle name.
You were like a magnet that held all of us together and without you we are all falling apart. Mom's not the same with out you.
I just wanted to tell you how I feel. It's been so long.
I wish I could hug you. Just hear your voice..
Love you so much!
