I am posting on here because I know no one looks on here, but I really want to get some things off my chest. I owe apologies to some people and I don't think they'd ever want to talk to me again for me to say it to them. So to those that I owe apologies, I am so sorry. I prob deserve to rot in hell (and I'm sure that I will some day), but if you ever read this, i am sorry for all the problems I've caused each of u. I have nothing to say that validates it because, either I should have minded my own business, or I shouldn't have let myself get into the situation where I'd hurt the people that I cared about. You'll never know how bad I feel, how much I wish I could make things better, or how much i wish the best for each of u. To say I'm sorry would be an understatement, but I don't think there will ever be a way to express besides that.

I wish we could have done everything in the world. together.