Since nobody uses my space any more I'm going to post here
My wife has gone with my children, I did not realize I was being an ass and not paying the FULL attention to them for 6 years, I let them down, didn't act like an adult and this is what is going on. I am so depressed but I have to keep going, for my children. Right now my wife wants nothing to do with me, in not a priority and I get one call a day that lasts maybe 7 minutes and speak to my children both under 7. They don't realize what's going on,other than I'm gone, they get by because she(wife) keeps them involved with things and takes them to parks, blah blah blah, why she couldn't have taken them to,parks here I don't know, but she is happier without me and I cannot let her go, its making me frantic!!! I have never felt this way, I guess this is just a sample of what I was putting my wife through daily, how she put up with it for 6 years I don't know, I have not listened to her, taken her advice or done anything she tried to help me with