I wish we could've kept what we had, there are times when I wish I could go back, but it is not nor will it ever be what it was ever again. I cannot trust you anymore, I cannot forgive you. I have tried. I feel a fool for trusting you all that I did, friends do not lie to each other, do not forsake each other when at last they may not be friends anymore. I have not and never will, your secrets are mine, I just wish it hadn't had to be this way...