Hey you, it's been a long time. there's so many things I've wanted to say but haven't been able.  Look the truth is you were always right I've been trying to find someone like you and the truth is you're no amount of substitution will ever fill the void that you left.  I've spent countless hours trying to forget you and move on but the fact is I can't.  It's kinda funny how things go full circle I don't even know if you're every going to read this all I can do is hope lol look I know I may be pissing in the wind here but I can't get past the fact that you're the only person I have truly ever loved and no matter how much I try to convince myself I've moved on it's just another lie I'm telling myself look I don't know how you feel or what you've been doing all I can do is pray that you still think of me and still feel some semblance of the same feelings but I know now that nobody in this world can ever take your place look I just want to hear from you so write me back please it would make my day