I know you'll never see this, but I don't know how I'm still here without you. Without the other side of my coin. Each morning I wake up is a mystery, a gift and a curse. I think about you every day and I still don't know why you're gone when you swore you would always be right behind me. Six years and the pain is still blinding. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I don't think it will ever stop. I see you everywhere. My mind won't accept you're gone. I still think you'll come walking around the corner, your crooked smile on your face and that light in your eyes shining back at me. I don't know how to stop missing you. I love you. Nothing has changed.