miss you. wish i had you with me on this journey. it's been so hard without you. we had the most intense connection, i'm scared i won't ever find anyone i'll ever be as close to as i was to you. can not verbalize the immense pain that fills me when i think about you dying. wish i had you with me always, i love you so much biz. myspace will eventually be off the web completely, how nuts is that? things are changing so fast now. i feel no connection no anything, anyone. i love you so fucking much. droppin fries. lovelovelovelvoevlevleveolvoelvoelvoelv you. fuck.