Also Tigger says hi and that she misses you. I think we all do! It’s crazy how many years has passed.

I miss you man, hope your still watching me. Have a good night buddy.

It's been quite some time since I last wrote to you. So there's no need to tell you that I miss you because it's obvious. I've been thinking about you a lot, with the the fourth around the corner and all. That day is always a pain, actually this whole week is always hard to deal with. Even after six years I can't seem to shake the pain. Writing to you seems to put me at ease a bit. Anyways how are you buddy?... Even with this week hunting me, I can say I'm happy and thankful for so many things. I just want to go head and thank you for everything. I know for sure that I married the right person, if you haven't noticed she's just amazing! Perfect for me in every way so thanks for hooking us up. :) with her came a wonderful person, he's quite the religious man so I'm sure he's heard up there quite often. I'm trying to get more connected, but so far your the only one I can speak to. So it pains me to say this, and I'm sure you already know. I feel like your soon to hangout with my grandma :) / :( she's not doing so well and it sucks! But I need you to do something, when it's time please make it painless for her. My grandma was always there for me as a child and even tho I haven't been there for her as an adult, I love her very much!... Well bro thank you for being my guardian angel for the last years. I'll always be sorry for what I have done to you, your my only regret.
My best friend Omar...
-Andrew

I really miss you, it's been 5 years and I still can't shake the thought that your gone. I wish you would have had the chance to meet my wife. Knowing you, you guys would have gotten along great. Well good news, my ticket from that day was finally paid off today. :) hopefully now I can move on without a monthly reminder that I caused all of this, I'm sorry again. Well I mean I'm moving on but I'll never forget you. Well bro thank you for everything, I know you've been the one watching me and protecting me. I wish you an early merry x-mas and a happy knew year.