I'm sad inside, my heart can't bear no more! The Wicked laughs, puts me down, punks me, curses me, tease me , taunt me, harasses me, touches me inappropriate, verbally attacks my emotional and spiritual life. Im feel so embarrass, alone nd shame. I want to hang myself because there's too many things flooding through my mind that I can't cope nor handle anymore. If I kill myself, I'll find peace, I'll be free from pain, free from harassments, free from other wicked "Good hearted People" bad people that will continue to hurt me almost 365 days of a year. I need to do it as soon as possible. Hanging myself by the end of this week. I'm no longer interested in life, or anything. David Mohi Maile like they all say. Your useless, shit bag, all the bad words in the book. Can't believe you're still living. Die so your family can live with ease. Go and get abused again because you're brought to this Earth for them men, guys nd boys to hurt, rape and shit on your face. Sincerely yourself

My church here in kahuku will be the last time I'll ever step into a church. Never have I ever thought I would be harassed, sexually harassed, bullied to the point I want to hurt myself even having suicidal thoughts. I seek silently into the Holy Bible, repented and I believe my Savior Jesus Christ spoke to me through his words and helped ease my trouble mind. When I go to express to a neighbor or brother/sister. This church and it's member laughs , disregard my bear of testimony and begin their wicked rant on why I'm useless, a piece of shit to this Untied Methodist Church here in Kahuku Hi. But since I have no one on my Myspace and no one will read this. I wanted to tell myself that, it's okay when you are not in control of the situation and or the problem. Just let it go and remove your happy self. David im coming on here to remind you "yourself" you are important and have many things to offer this world. When times get even harder as you journey through this hard road, keep your head up.