Thanksgiving is here once again The day we sit and voice our thanks and gratitude.
I thank god for my children and all my grands for they are blessings but
Thanksgiving is hard for me because my son's (Pooky) last one was not with me and the family as it always had been. Lord knows how
I hold and bear that pain and guilt in knowing that he was alone ...And I relive it every year.
Although I spend it with my other children there will always be that hole in my heart and lump in my throat. Every minute of that day my heart aches more and every year the pain is deeper.
I will miss my Pooky until the end
So no more Happy Thanksgiving for me just THANKSGIVING
And once more I will enjoy my family and thanksgiving with a hole in my heart and lump in my throat.

Missing you POOKY

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