I feel so guilty sitting here missing you SO BAD.. But its not like that.. I could run to you for ANYTHING.. no matter how mad you were at me .. or if you had something else going on you always made time for me!! I am breaking and I think that makes me miss you more knowing I can't run to anyone.. I keep it in. I know its crazy to be sitting here writing you cuz I know you're no longer here but .. I miss you terribly!! We were obviously never going to be granted forever .. but I will never understand why .. Why did we have such an amazing bond to only be torn apart.. for me to only live off of memories.. :( God gave me an amazing son, and I thank him for him every day but now I am terrified to loose anyone.. I miss you Daniel the pain is unreal. </3