I don't know if you'll even see this, but, dear Jackie, I want you to know that you have never been far from heart. Even after everything and all this time. I miss you so much. I would give anything to be able to talk with you again, either on the phone or online. You were the only good in my life. These days everything seems so bleak. I truly hope you see this. If you can, contact me on Facebook. Or give me a call. It's the same number. Facebook might be best at start.
I am so sorry.
Andy