now its stuck in my head, the whole conversation between him and shayna.. i hate this..

so,im a little distraught right now,never have i ever been one of those girlfriends that go thru her mans msgs but hus fb was pulled up and i couldnt help it.and although they were msgs from way b4 we were together i cnt help bt get jealous at the msgs i saw, between him and shayna,some things he said to her, he says to me..and also between him and hailey dye,nothing indicated they were fuking bt he was inviting her over late night for alchohol..i really dont wanna think thta he has cheated or anything bt of course thats what is on m mind and i h8 it.i love this man way too much to beleive it,but considering as how im...me, i wouldnt blame him for cheating, im boring, too skinny, and most of the time unattractive.he says im beautiful and everything but im always gonna see myself differently,all i was ever told was,ugly,lazy,bitch,cunt,peice of shit...after a while i guess u start to beleive it, dylan has never said any of those but fuckface said them,woudn blame d 4 finding better..