I no longer fight for things, I've done it so many times in the past and in the end it only made me look like an idiot and it doesn't change anything(in my opinion) so I no longer like fighting for people or showing my emotions. There is no point in trying if nothing changes. I hope everything turns alright for you though.

Today, is just one of those days where i think back on stuff. I guess things change. I've tried to reconnect but in the end i just feel like i no longer really know anyone, like i do but at the same time i dont. Everything sucks but there really isn't anything i could do about it. Oh well i guess.

Time has been going by so slow for me for the past few months now. I never know what I'm doing anymore. Everything fucking sucks.

She was gorgeous! Why is it that every girl I am interested or catches my attention has someone already or is out of my reach. Oh well I guess.

I just want to disappear from everyone and everything. I don't feel like I'm close with anyone. I feel forgotten.

I don't see a point to anything.
Is any of it worth it in the end?

I'm sad, i thought i was okay but damn. I guess i'll get over it sooner or later. I'll make sure of it. Hopefully.

I really don't know what I'm doing anymore.

Fuck... :/

Damn, i really have no words to what i was told about lol

I've noticed that I've always played it safe. I had 2 shots but never took them. Now that I look back a part of me regrets not taking them.

Why is it that every girl that catches my attention/I'm interested in is in a relationship and/or I have no chance with

From this day forward everything changes.

I honestly feel like I don't have anyone in my life. I guess it's time for me to move on...from everything.

Happy birthday today to one of the koolest and most amazing person I have ever met! I hope you have/had a wonderful day today ^-^

I'd bust a Xion if I was ever given the chance

Damn, a whole year has gone by. Felt pretty short. There are a few moments that made last year okay. Went camping with 3 amazing people. Went to pomona to see my favorite band play and that makes it probably the 3rd or 4th time I've seen them play live! Those are the only things I remember being amazing about that year, there are probably a few more but cant think of anymore.

I was inches away from death on my way back right now. Like holy fuck i could have died.

I don't trust people and when I do it's really rare. I can't trust people like I use to.

Yesterday/today was such an awesome day! And the fact that we got to see Star Wars was soooo fucking amazing! Star Wars was fucking great!!