I still miss you and love you. Everyday I have you close to my heart. The promise ring that is the size of your finger that I wanted to give you but it was too late, everyday I wear it close to my heart. Another year about to end without you in it, but spirit always with me and especially your family. You better be watching over them everyday or I'll come up there and kick your butt. I know you can't see this but I always pray to talk to you and doing this feels like I'm able to reach you with my prayers. If I had the power to go back through time, I would do it in a heart beat even if it meant we didn't meet, but if it would change fate, I would do it. But god needed you, he needed another beautiful angel beside him to look over and protect. Your family has become so beautiful and strong. Your very lucky to have such a family. That's why you are there to protect them and watch over them with that amazing smile you always have when you see something beautiful and amazing. God bless you love, we all love you and sure do miss you