I figured here i could vent a little since no one in my life uses my space any more...... Life is changing so ever much these days, some by my hand and some by others. There is so much that I want to say to some of those around me but it seems as all I say is just dismissed. There are too many battles being fought with no resolutions. Resolutions that I so much would rather happen. But it seems as though tough decisions are having to be made. Tough decisions that I hope one day will be seen as what is best for everyone. As for now I will live with decisions..the pain associated with having to make them.... the pain I see it causing on one's closest to me....and the pain that will forsurly be inflicted on those who are not aware...... I make my decisions not light heartedly