If they hate me, they wont miss me.

Everything is just going wrong right now.
fffffffffffffuuuuuuudge,

No matter what I do, you're always on my mind!
I pray to God that you are mine.
I should be a rapper.

Right now,I'm just trying not to get hurt.

How can something sooooo AMAZING be so terrible at the same time?One of my strongest traits is jealousy. I wish I could just rip that away out of my emotions!
I don't want to be that guy.Just wait for me until you're 18 please.

I can't talk to you anymore like we used to, its not that I'm mad at you. It's just when I talk to you I realize how much I really like you. Then I figure out that I can't have you.

I was referring to you.
Early November - Baby Blue

Now listening to
When We Say
by AJ Rafael

Now listening to
All the Beautiful Things
by the Eels

I think it's really funny that I've been listening to the band "New Found Glory" while I was being emo the past week, bahaha.I have come to realize that I expect so much of it all. I'm just going to chill right now. We'll see where it goes, but as of right now, I'm just talking to her as a friend. Maybe she's not for me? Maybe God says no? What if God is saying wait? I'm really digging her though. I pray and hope she's the one. I would be the best that I could be for her.As for now,
she's the....
Only One - Yellowcard

There is no age limit in love. I'm 6 years older than you. You're very mature for your age and that's what I love about you.
You are a God-fearing woman and there's no one like you.
I wish there was so I could forget about you because its obvious you're just playing with my heart. Or am I just see it way differently you're seeing it? either way, I want to let go.

Friend Zone.I hate that. No more hope.I feel as if she's playing with my heart.Currently listening to New Found Glory - Too Good To BeI've learned playing this song because of the ache in my heart I feel. I just feel that this song describes what I'm going through.Gah.