Despite all my relentless hard work and dedication to perfection it's a tough pill to swallow when you realise your dreams aren't going anywhere fast. Last night during my show I felt as though I was just sat in a room playing music to myself. It was a deep and hurtful thing to feel that my music, my hard work and my creativity was nothing but a complete and utter waste of time. The shows are boring with out listener interaction via texts and chat room chat. Today I don't feel like a dj, I just feel like a nerd playing music on my own