Hey my precious angel its mom and its another year that has gone by. Its been 5 long years without you and its killing me. Its the 7th of August and i hate this day more than anything. I remember it like its yesterday the pain and grief it never goes away ever. Son i miss you so much. Im so lost! I love you and i'll never let you go ever ever. Some great news buddy your gonna be an uncle Brea and Cody are gonna bring a huge blessing into all our lives i am so excited i am gonna be a Grandma i cant wait. I promise i will tell our baby all about you because you are worth remembering.Kaes back home i missed her so much i cant believe my baby girl is a senior shes grown so fast. I wish you were here to share with us so much to share. You were such a blessing to me and I love you so much. Love you MOM