I still miss you. I don't know how to use this silly website anymore since it's changed so much, but I can still look at pictures of you. So many years and so much has changed, sometimes I remember things we did together and laugh, and sometimes it hurts because I can't tell you I miss you and laugh about our stupid memories, or tell you thank you for your friendship and kind words back then when I needed it. I can barely remember what your voice sounds like and it makes me so sad. I wish I could get one of your bear hugs right now. This is the closest thing I have to seeing you, or visiting you, or talking to you. I love you, my big little brother. Can't wait to see you again and catch up.