Gotta say life has been hard with out you I feel like I ruined the direction of your mine and our life up I truly loved you and still love the girl I was with. Makes me sad knowing how negative I have affected your life I will always regret our past you are truly a special person I hope your life is as beautiful and positive as you are. My brother leaving this world has truly changed me dealing with all my adversities by myself has made me into a man I do not depend on anyone because I am on my life mission and that's all I need if I meet someone to join my ride awesome but I am never going to be the person I once was I'm truly sorry you had the evil selfish me I wish you the best in life lot of love ~mat peeples