Damn! My mind is betraying me terribly, I liked him a while ago but fuck, I had already abandoned this terrible feeling that was completely stupid.
Why? Just because it was impossible, and I say that sentimental issue is not that the case be cliché type it in love and no ... I mean literally, it was fucking impossible ...
I can not stop dreaming him , day and night i dream with him , every night i dream whith him ... How stupid I am! God!
I was totally convinced it was just a stupid ... And frankly, it was. Now I realize that it still is.
What the hell am I thinking? It's just ... It's so perfect. I mean, is not handsome, but he has something I love ... Damn, I go again.
What do I do? I will not leave school.
I'm sure I do not like, yeah, I'm sure .
But I never know what I'll dream.
What are you thinking? What are you thinking? Ahhh even I know that's crazy! ... Not to mention that this is impossible.
The worst is that does nothing ... I mean, his hands ... Fuck his hands, and those eyes, uses language that i love , I'm in love with his smile , is grateful, gentle, honest and direct, and is smart ... And, heck, fascinates me like hell ... And i love like me hugs ... Oh and when I look in the eyes is so ... Ahh. I hate this! I hate feeling so confused!
Ahhhh god, I'm so frustrated ...
I had already left the stupid idea of ​​mind! but dreams come again ... my fucking mind goes on and on ... I have to forget this! I forget ... Or I forget! Damn! It's stupid!
...But is a beautiful stupidity !💛