m.youtube.com/watch?v=s1tAYmMjLdY

Just an update , I will no longer be checking this site on any regular basis. As of this post , I will be solely checking my facebook with any regularity.

Lindy ;I am sorry. I am sorry the trust between us was broken. I am sorry we both have PTSD. I am sorry I left that night. I am sorry for breaking your heart as bad a mine was broken. I Am sorry I gave you the idea I am a whore. I am sorry for all the pain and anguish I put you thru. I don't want forgiven. I just need you to know my heart is still broken by the actions we both took. I wish I wasn't so broken when you found me. I wish you would've just talked to me rationally. I want and wanted you in my life at my side. I know you tried. I know I am worthless in your eyes now. I wish I could just see you one more time. But I know it won't work , you want a Dominate man. I am not a Dom or an alpha anymore. I have embraced my submissive side. I don't even have the will to be Dominate any longer. I am broken. I wish I could just hear your voice and feel your loving touch once more. To gaze upon you and see that passion in your eyes. I love you Lindy and I always will.

I am in a darker place than anyone really knows. I really wish I had someone who was my friend right now. But I haven't had one of those since keith died.

Just wanted to say hi to ms. rage. Hope you are doing well. Looks like it. Good to see.