Kevin,
The amount that I miss you is still just as much as when you left me. I run ideas through my head of how my life would have turned out different if you were still here and how we would have a family full of little rockers and how none of the drama that has happened since you left would have gone on.
I think of you still being in Dorabella making people bow on their knees with your amazing heavy metal guitar ability. I also think how your band with randy would have been the "IT" band and you would have your wife (me) and our kids on tour with you right now. It never fails every time I listen to
Minus the bear I still cry my eyes out thinking of you. Knowing your watching me telling me "Kitten don't cry, I love you". I wish I could spend one more second with you just to tell you how much I took you for granted, and how you will always and forever be my only one true love. Please keep and eye on me (we both know I'm gonna need it) I will never and have never loved someone as much as I will ever love you!
I love you.
Amber
