Tears roll down your face as you feel that empty space not knowing how to feel better, but thinking you may not get to knowing how to end this pain that they dont care about yet your the bad guy there, empty still hiding doing nothing but crying yet no one is coming to see that your well just sitting there dying while their feeling nothing but thinking the end isn't coming, for every tear that drops the numbing keeps coming the darkness grows stronger and still the pain is coming

I thought you where my sign the light at my darktime but instead you were just another life joke

Love goes through so much pain butin theend it shines my loves like glow in the dark it only works with enough when giveenough light and half the time doesn't make it all night

Sitting here thinking what could be, what is to be, who is to be, how is to be, with these questions running through my viens screaming at my mind, answers so close yet to many to swollow, paths so wide yet so narrow life so short with long times to be

Its been so long and I have worked so hard to keep you all I want is you in my life but it time to let go its time to finally let my heart break let go of the hope that you will always be by my side I know you will choose to leave me its how it works maybe one day I will find someone who will fight for me I just can't believe its not you

Sometimes I just wanna hang out with an old friend yet to them I'm no more then someone they use to know :P

You hurt me you told me I'm no different yet I'm not aloud to hurt you how are you any different if you can hurt me with no remorse

I wait all day to see you to be with you I have been dealing with two kids in which at least one is cranky if not both normally have had no adult conversation stuck inside but I try to not take it out on you when you get home but the one time I have a nice day got to go out see a friend got money and helping a friend out by watching her kiddo but you have a sgitty day and there is a kid here who is not yours so you wanna be pissing and yell at people for no fucking reason you are a fucking ass

I have decided fuck people I'm so sick of lies cheating stupid promises and friendships that don't matter the do for you but not for me I tap out I'm done

Wow people are messed up honestly everyone says they care but as soon as something else comes along then are gone in seconds

How can someone yell at you that you shouldn't expect to go out or get money because they don't believe you deserve it yet that same person can be lazy as fuck do as little as possible at home have to take like 10 min cig brakes cuz he has to play games on a stupid tablet only pays for what has to be had and cable doesn't buy cloths for the kids or full the house with food doesn't help with the kids unless I ask

I am just so numb nothing feels the same my head spends feeling has faded but I can't seem to run just stand numb slowly losing my self remember who I was but not able to touch the even thought of how to become one with me just stay numb acting fine while dying inside

Blah I don't like guys they suck :'(

Once upon a time there was this gorgeous metal princess who met a young jester/magician within the kingdom . That soon fell for each other though the town and there parents weren't keen about it. The blonde jester practiced and smoked on his heavenly herb though the music was loud and it would get cold through the winter the princess endured. She loved this lucky jester and all he had to offer though it was not much then sadly one day the jester though he loved the rock princess . A treacherous witch seduced the young naive jester into a trap in which the princess left him for and though feeling of each other whenever close rise they try not to succomb to it ever as hard as it may seem the jester has had a child and so the princess two in fact and yet the two don't see different of each other and have always been around...Later they moved on and live happy///??? Lives for most part ... they remain close friends or at least try to and they always care.. the end ...

Baby stop standing in the rain we can share my umbralla, remember it will always rain sometimes so don't be afraid to ask for help we can dance in the rain together

If I never said I love you again would you know I do if I told you I was scared would you yell if we never had sex again would you run away???

I have no right to feel this way but I do I can't change it and don't know if I could get past it maybe I don't know you and it makes me would do you love me or am I what you have and your trying to make me what you want