This is it...im done...you win, i give up

Labios compartidos.....amor jugado....oo amor!

While you pretend to not have a heart ill live like i have one and push against all this pain

Are you?

Te pido que rankes mi corazon quitame este dolor que tengo mucho en mi corazon que ya no aguanto en las noches mi quedo levantado ayi amor amor mio yo ya no puedo vivir asi tengo mucho dolor mucho memorias ya a llorado muchas lunas por ti mi vuelvo loco no kiero vivir jamas sin ti mira corazon pasa dias pasa anos que ya no a escuchado tu voz ya no oygo "te amo"ya no escucho que mi perdonas que mi amas que mi kieres el silencio ya es mi mejor amigo pero como te deseo por favor dios mio borrame de este mundo que se mucho sufro mucho borra mi nombre mis anos todo de mi que ya no kiero estar aqui no siento nada no puedo exestir asi .....

Stick with me ill know what to do...

Mana-labios compartido

My loved ones welcomed me with grilled burgers chicken grilled onions some georgia boy sausages and homemade shrimp cocktails....thank you all

I lay resting my head feeling as if im free falling from an never ending fall memories flowing through me in and out slowly seeing myself turning into someone i didnt expect to be my hands my feet my body sore full of exhaustion but i continue to fight the one i love no longer loves me the ppl i remember no longer remembers me the ones ive held on to theyve abandoned me i dont seek sympathy im jus fighting for my ppl the ones that i still care for.....
This is my silent sacrifice

You must rise..
...ive lost all hope
Your special thats why you will always have it rough thats why your demons will constantly attack you rise above them your name symbolizes you...your the one....
I understand....

Im ashamed...

My ma says that theres someone out there for me looking for me or waiting for me....i honest dont feel it or sense it anymore maybe ive jus went dead emotionally...
.....whoever she is son she will revive you she will bring you back to life and make you believe a woman that desires a man truely is alot stronger than you know it...anything is possible
...we'll see ma...till then i got a world to save

Capn coke tonight for this soldier i done earned it...jus sit back and relax enjoy this beautiful night

Ive just given up on love

Just counting down the days...im almost there

Just counting down the days...im almost there

Just counting down the days...im almost there

I am calm im at peace ive gone far ive done so much on my own i am better i am smarter faster stronger im making it theres still alot more to do promises to keep im guna make it...

I see america is going down to shits legalizing weed...same sex marraige...theres a better world out there alot more ppl and places to see ill be leaving soon....i finally understand

Finally.....resting my entire body....