so I have all these other sites that I could post to... but how I feel right now and what I write would be extremely uncomfortable for some people to read, and might burn some bridges. I want to be able to say how I feel. But right now, I'm frustrated with how many things I hear that just come off as contradictions. People trying to justify everything by creating the illusion that what they are doing is right, when in actuality it's not. I don't like when people leave things to chance. It seems lazy... that you are unwilling to put in the effort to real go after you want. You know what that says... it shows that it means jack shit to you and that its more work to actually try and fix things. Fixing things requires patience and effort. Most people have neither have patience, nor put in the effort. So what is it that you really want? To justify the way things are to make you feel better? I'm sorry, but I was always taught to fight for the things important to you.