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  1. zaurafaulkner
    ZAURA FAULKNER Subject Death,Dax,God & Rocks DateCreated 10/19/2007 11:06:00 AM PostedDate 10/20/2007 7:06:00 PM Body Roger Manning jr- is frickin funny.  Dax shepard has been dumped by a girl that never loved him and his crime- trying to love a woman. I miss Pixie & Forsaken and the days when Dax actualy wrote back to me. "Fuck"  the new movie   "Across the universe" it sucked hard and why does my X hold me so special in his thoughts, When he made me feel he never really wanted to be there in the 1st place and why was I so Blessed to find a hot guy like Jeff...I feel at these times Death must be near my door, Because my way of thinking has been scar'd by   people whom when everthing started changing going great for them or so much luck came their way for them or they decided to make a change for the better for their lives-long over due and the thought of them only holding themselves back. Are suddenly taken by death. friends who are healthier than me- serious about   their bodies in the way of eating right, taking vitiams..just one day f'n drop and die, How about thoose whom are stronger mentally or the same strength in someone who doesn't think about death while tring just to make it through something? or the young whom are to little to realize that they could die....just do..WOW this is getting depressing without getting deep. if by the chance ya think this is deep ya fall into   one of the people I've listed that I observe.  I ask god why make me born with beyond the norm person outter body strengths, But yet make me so weak inside for love only and why have my brain working over time with no draw backs but being a lil nerdy. why make it easy for me to be smart, kind beatiful & giving and take life from thoose whom deserve it more than me. If  I could make a pack   with god for 3-wishes. MY 1ST WISH:  would be to rid the world of all types of diseases: coving mind, body & soul, foods ,animals, plants,air. water & fire...could you imagine you could eat, breath,clean, think of the old, young & new never suffering any mental or physical pain: meeting all personal goals: no addictions of any type,  people never having to bend at the urge to commit crimes to hurt, molest, rape or murder..ect.  MY 2ND WISH: for any left that are suffering now, I would allow god to take an hour outta my life , as much time     as needed to give some to another to have a longer life meaning 1hr of my life = 10 more years for them, (unless child 20yrs added).  MY 3RD WISH: is any one that is of my blood or I feel I have loved in my life. all gained eternal life with the ability to never age past 40 to blend into the generations to come..and if givin a bonus gift: this one is for evening out the order of things: I would become   Nosferatu and go after thoose whom choose to be evil would suffer my wrath and become my slaves. giving I would have to never see my family not to cause them any bodily harm in case my thirst becomes uncontrollable and then a rock hit me (on the head) and I woke up and I'm now writing this shit.
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  2. zaurafaulkner
    ZAURA FAULKNER Subject promises & kiss’s DateCreated 10/24/2007 12:36:00 PM PostedDate 10/24/2007 12:26:00 AM Body Love- when it's so new and your discoving each other the conversations ya have are quite bizzare but yet comfortbley funny: ie: Deep conversations about urinating with your hot new boyfriend intertwined with that taco truck was good,  suddendly using Austin powers as a flashback of an example of what he wants you to understand while ya both figure out what ya have to get done with your day.
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  3. zaurafaulkner
    ZAURA FAULKNER GEICO commericals-caveman series DateCreated 6/16/2007 12:34:00 AM PostedDate 6/16/2007 7:34:00 AM Body Help me......... got outta of a relationship awhile ago and need to reflect, I did luv him and he broke my heart. I got really sick and ended up in hospital and he abondon me knowing how sick I was before I ended up that  night at the hospital, we weren't arguing, he just couldn't handle it. but because he was cowardly about it, it  taught me a lesson in never to trust him with my heart again. Also to never let him into my life as well, ok,  I must  mention this before I go on...1st:  in no way am I angry with this guy that couldn't handle someone else's health issues  so...I'm not throwing the first stone  also 2nd:  he was the most uglyiest guy I have ever dated  but he was my ugly guy to luv at that time so moving on again he was ugly and looked like one of thoose cavemen from the Gieco insurance commercials, all hairy in the face beast like-not attrative at all. This was my guy (then) with no special effects ladies he really looked like an ape: people called my case "the beauty and the beast syndrome " feeling bad for him and feeling everybody deserves to be loved" and he seem to be kind and gentle then...just to get in my pants o.k cause he hadn't gotten any for 7 yrs. now my friends and family are constantly teasing me... YO,  Zaura I saw ya man on the Geico commerical again " it's good he has a job"  ha,ha, or Hey Zaura  I think your mans has got himself his own T.V sitcom bet ya kickin yourself now ha,ha,   well it's gettin old people it's now turning into for me to be a fine line between humour or putting me down I can't seem to tell the difference anymore,  so I'll take it as humor,  because we are all still clubbing it togather and everytime a fine man ask's me to dance.  please,please,  people no more saying under your breath,  as I get up to dance with the hottie "hey better than your last man" well I say: FUCK YOU People ........cause I remember certain  miss celebrity somebody...whom after hours of drinkin at the club, we went to get more alcohol at a certain 7'11 in pasadena when she was already drunk enough and made out with some mexican gardener guy ya met there (whom looked homeless & tore up) and ya took him home, I know ya had your beer goggles on that night.... SNAP.... shall I go on or will the remarks stop...MMMMM   (nasty... girl)  but I admit any man thats hairy does scare me and make me jump to get away... THE HAIRIER THE SMALLER THE PENIS!!!  Opps....did I say that,  just a reflection of the past, but now a woman I fuckin love hair!! ( I must mention if u have hair all over ur body that's fuckin sexy all hell) pay pony by far and do me a private dance) Mr.Steve Hutton I am waiting
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  4. zaurafaulkner
    ZAURA FAULKNER Subject fame requires a sacrifice and looks to me as it’s lamb DateCreated 11/6/2007 11:22:00 AM PostedDate 11/6/2007 10:48:00 AM Body If i was to die today....I would never know what would happen next...lifes a cliff hanger for people that are needing to belong. I understand when others can just see day to day with nothing to look foward to attached with the feeling of being sick to your stomache because life is to much..but somehow it doesn't fit into that saying of don't let life happen to you  (me) but it's not what I'm getting is something close to it. but it's direction is it's moving way way too fast and has a mind of it's own and it throws punch's and I'm fighting back but what i see is a black shapless figure. it's the same feeling when you lost your luv to death..the whole knowing their never cheating on you give you comfort so you can sleep at night vs. your own insecuritys of what if he was alive and had a indiscretion and fell off my pedistal of the perfect mate. that whole emptynes for no reason mixed with I know I can conquer the earth..if I give up my personal life for it and know I can never trust again. fame needs a sacrifice and it looks to me as it's lamb. but I keep asking myself how do I find the right answer to what ale's me, where can I look into the future of what is the right way and if i had that opp, why would i selfishly use it for that. my heart still aches for a love lossed to death and it keeps filling me up inside,  when happness starts to resides in there. I never want to forget him but I want off this ride. I need a break from it. but I fear getting off the ride of memories. that memorie itself will get pissed off at me and make it a point to spit me  and erase my emtional connection to it all. how do I render this. I am helpless. some days I forget when someone else keeps me occupied and when i'm alone finishing up what ever I'm doing..I feel the loss of my kind..i am an artist thru & thru. I'm the happiest torchered soul you'll ever meet. I will never kill myself but I will take myself to the emtional edge of darkness. the dangerious part is: I know what's down there but whats on the other side..I'll let my sleep ponder that and let it deciepher it all knowing it's not even close to a real answer.
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