Living a life I'm tired of leaving, but I have no other choice. I must live and try to be happy... Even though my heart breaks at the mention, the reading, the sound of your name or the memory of our greatest moments...

-sighs- you can't even tell when something's wrong, or rather you can and don't bother to ask. I really hope it's the 1st cause he 2nd would just be too painful. But really, who am I kidding? I've already decided. It's not that you're not worth my time, it's just you've lost the essence of our friendship. You can be upset but I can't. I can comfort you but you can't. I can't cry but you can. It was bound to happen, but after all we've been through the past few years, I didn't think it would be this way. I repeat what I always say though. I love you, and if you need me I'm here, but there's no reason for me to keep trying to talk to you, or anything else with you. You've been a lost cause since practically day one, I just really wanted to give you the benefit of the doubt. But you don't love me and that's ok. Maybe someday you'll see it my way, maybe it won't be too late...

It's funny isn't it? You go out of your way again and again and again for someone and for what? So they can toss you aside the minute they don't need you? Because they found someone else? Because the feel safer? Pfft, shit that's what I say that is. -sighs- I'm happy you're happy, but you keep hurting me, again and again and again and again and again... There's really nothing else dudet. I'm glad you're happy, but don't expect me to be ok, don't expect me to just pretend nothing's wron, because if you want me to do that ur an insensitive human being.