I know I can leave this here cause no one uses MySpace anymore. I miss you so much Eric. I think of you everyday. And as May creeps up every year I feel the overwhelming feeling of knowing your gone.. Sometimes it's like you've just moved away, it's still hard even after 5 years to believe that your not part of this world, of my world! I've never known someone as amazing as your beautiful soul was. It is something I will never forget, I shall hold that feeling with me forever. So when I am washing my dishes talking to "heaven" which j only believe is there so you'll have somewhere to be. Just know I miss you everyday all day and I loved you then, love you now, and will love you forever!! ~143~

I know I can leave this here cause no one uses MySpace anymore. I miss you so much Eric. I think of you everyday. And as May creeps up every year I feel the overwhelming feeling of knowing your gone.. Sometimes it's like you've just moved away, it's still hard even after 5 years to believe that your not part of this world, of my world! I've never known someone as amazing as your beautiful soul was. It is something I will never forget, I shall hold that feeling with me forever. So when I am washing my dishes talking to "heaven" which j only believe is there so you'll have somewhere to be. Just know I miss you everyday all day and I loved you then, love you now, and will love you forever!! ~143~